forever crush

i chatted with GUMMYBEAR!!! :)
was very very very estatic to hear from him!!
*smiles*
Those from my secondary school knew i had a HUGE thing for him all through the 3 years of school.
(its 3 years coz he is a year younger than me. lol.)
i remember that i will strategically sit on a table where he clearly can be seen during recess.
(he was my fav. subject.)
i remember that he was the very first person and the only person to see my DAD.
(none of my frens have seen this asshole before)
i remember that we played our own little game and winner get sweets every day for a whole week!
(nurul:1,gummybear:1)
i remember how i came to school on saturday just to watch him train.
(n we surprised one another by buying the same sweets to give to the other party!)
i remember that we exchanged gifts for valentine's day TWO DAYS we get in contact.
(he bought me this lurvely chocolates by guylian and a sweet card. pssst, i still keep the box.)
i remember i bought for him a ring with his name on it plus a necklace on his birthday
(he used it when he was playing his badminton tournament!) :)
i used to make for him countless poems even when we 'seperated'.
those were the days.......
Even though it was short-lived and circurstances were in a way that we unable to be what we wanna be, (loong story.) he still gives me the tingles.
as i used to say,
My forever love will forever be in my heart.

he is a national badminton player but he is now serving his NS as a physical training instructor at cck camp.
he has a girlfriend of 10months now and he is happy.
(well, i'm bitter coz he has a chinese gf.)

well, all the best in your future endeavours.
:)
may you have all the happiness in the world...
and may be keep in touch.
*muahks
miss you many many!