Love is just a word

friday the 13th!!!!
ahhhhh.........
*yawn*



i'm soo buzy at work nowadays.
i don't like. :(
i'm buzy helping out with my mum nowadys.
i'm tired. :(
i'm buzy with msges and calls nowadays.
:) i like.
hahaha.

"But I'm in so deep.. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger?"

initially, hana was supposed to meet up on thursday.
but tat gundu aidah moved it up to wed.
i don't like you. but i love you. heh.
i actually planned to help my mum at the stall, tat was why i cancelled my plans with dear hafiz.
(sorry!!)
but mummy said she did not need my help.
so i went out with my darLz.
aidah!!! i wan the pics. :)
and we bought the same tee! all four of us.
hahaha.
*hugs*
*kishkish*

went out with darL syahid just the other day to satisfy my cravings for beef noodles and ice- cream..
but its sooo tasteless la.
so dissapointing.
:( i dont like.

i went blog-hopping just now and i saw lovey-dovey couples taking pictures, telling the world how much they love one another ( or is it each other?)
how every second of being together is NEVER enough.
how much you wanna marry and have kids and grow old together.
how much you cant live without or can live together.
the word love will be used carelessly but meaningfully.
the word forever or eternity seems not long enough.

seriously,
it makes me sick.
sick
sick
sick
sick
sick
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love sick tat is.
i used to have THAT.
*hugs myself*

before you wallow me with pity, i just wanna tell you that i believe god will save me from this.
insya-allah.


psst. i went solat terawih yesterday.
psst psst. i love my bantal bucuk. :))