MY BEST FRIEND DID NOT SEE ME ON SATURDAY.
HE HAD A WHOLE LOTS OF THINGS TO DO AND NONE OF THEM INCLUDES MEETING ME.
MY BEST FRIEND THINKS THAT MEETING ME OR NOT MEETING ME IS NO BIG DEAL.
MY BEST FRIEND THINKS THAT ITS BETTER THAT I GET SCRAPS OF HIS TIME LIKE IN BETWEEN MEETINGS OF HIS COUSINS AND HIS FELLOW SOCCERMATES.
MY BEST FRIEND THINKS ITS ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS THAT I AM MAD AT HIM.
MY BEST FRIEND DID NOT EVEN CALL TO CHECK THAT IM OKAY WHEN I HANG UP ON HIM.

but..

i know him.
he has always been tat way.
so i shdnt get offended.
right?
i should have known that whatever words tat come out from his mouth is neither a lie or a truth.
i should have known that.
its more than 6 yrs since we've been friends.
but why does it still hurt?