im feeling well now.
no more flu.
and less coughing.

alot of things happened since i last blogged.
erm.. i bought shoes!! white pumps in URS.
i had such a lurvly day on thursday.
on friday.
on saturday.
on sunday.
(tyngs happened on tuesday as well.
and thursday too.)
=))))

alot of movies.
alot of TV.
alot of reading.
alot of FOOD.
many of u dun really noe this but i do infact love food.
i love spicy ones..(but not to spicy till ur mucus will cum out of ur nose.)
i love thai food.
i love indon food.
i love malay food.
i love mexican food.
i love korean food.
i love snacks.
i love chocolates!
i love cotton candies!
i love gummy bears!
i love caramel popcorns!
i love nachos!
i love chocolate pecan cookies!
i love cheesecakes!!
i love ice cream!
i love waffles!
i love brownies!
ok. now im hungry....

hahahahahah!
i went on one of the days to the beach.
cancelled my plans and went to the beach instead.
with a certain someone..
i knew him quite a looong tyme ago.
but its the 2nd tyme i went out wif him.
alone.
it was a spontaneous tyng la.
going to the beach.
we sat down on the rocks. .
den we ate.. talked.
its was nice.
haiz.
but dunno if tis is a fren fren tyng or dot dot dot.

erm..
last week has been surprisingly pleasant la.
i enjoyed myself.
*thanks stranger.

i hope tis week will be as good as the last!
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I miss HANA.
its been quite a long tyme since i meet my best buddies in the whole wide world.
now ABS n Aida are OUT of skul, (congrats btw) we can meet up more.....
but up till now, i hear nothing.
haiz.
*mOoOooOooOoahks
eash.. i stil remember the tyme wher u made a questionaire abt us.. to see how much u have in common with each other.
and we are a match!
same taste in music... books..
aida.. i still remember tat ppl keep telling us we look like sisters! frm sec til now...
haha. ppl tynk tat SHE is the older one.( but we both noe tat i am! ;)) i knew her since primary skuL.. but i oni manage to talk to her n became frens in sec1. i even used to tynk she is stuck up! but she is one of the most caring person i noe!!!
abs.. hehe.. i remember my life was alot more colorful with her ard. she always manage to perk me up with the sharp tongue of hers. and her as-the-matter-of-fact attitude realy cracks me up! i miss having her ard..
GURLS!!!! MEET UP SOON YAH?? I HAVE THE HANA SYNDROME. ONLI U GURLS CAN CURE ME.
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i read this book over and over and over again. but i still dun get it. i still dont get how simple guys' mind are. i find it extremely disturbing to noe that guys are not complicated,although they like to think tat they are.
the book is HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU.
It shows the no-excuses truth to understanding guys. the part that i found MOST interesting are :

1. he's just not into you if he's not asking you out
2. he's just not into you if he's not calling you
3. he's just not into you if he's not dating you
4. he's just not into you if he's dissapeared on you

1) if you can find him, he can find you. if he wants to find you, he will. so NO asking guys out. because if he likes you, trust me, he will ask you out. *Men find it very satisfying to get what they want. its an infuriating concept but its the truth. ACCEPT IT, GIRLS.

2) Men know how to use the phone. with the high technology our time is in, with the public telephone, the home phone, the HAnD phone, ther are NO excuse for guys not to call. the word, BUZY is a load of crap that is often used by assholes. meeting someone u lyke n dating him is suppose to make u all nice inside, not crap. so if he's not calling you, you r not on his mind. you deserve a fucking phonecall dammit.

3) Ther r many gray, murky areas wen u start dating.. are we? or arnt we? guys LOVE tis tyme as tat's wen they get to PRETEND they're not dating u, then they PRETEND tat they r not responsible for ur feelings. i get that alot frm guys. i feel like naming ALL of them here, but i will force myself not to. u see.. the guys got the ULTIMATE situation : a great fren with ALL the the benefits of a gurlfren, whom he can see or NOT see whenever he wants to. dun be the victim! guys tell you how they feel even if u refuse to listen or believe them. so wen they say " i dun wanna be in a serious relationship". tat means he doesnt wanna be in a serious relationship WITH you. NEXT!

4) this one, i find hard to accept. a guy did it to me once. just dissapeared. but i got over tat. sometymes u haf to get closure all by urself. he made it sooo clear tat he's soo not into me tat he cant even leave me a note. he didnt wanna be with me and he din have the guts to tell me to my face. "but i want an explanation". he explained enuf. i was dating the worst person on the planet. the big mistake you made was to choose the person to begin with. n the quickest way to rectify tis is simple. MOVE ON. he's not worth ur time or ur tears.

ok. so with all this, i will try not to make any excuses for any guy i noe now. if he's not into me well too bad. i will find sumone who will. that sound simple enuf. ryte?