went to eat with syahid yesterday for brunch...
went mia for skul for a while...
it went well.
no tearing of hair or what.
we were civillized.
hmm...
but there was a lot of sarcasm coming from him.
but hey, i hurt. i deserve.
no complaints.
he seems thinner thou.
but he seems real happy.
tats nice, syahid...
=)
he told me he still care and that he will be ther for me no matter what.
syahid is the guy i noe all my teenage life.
5yrs togther.
it will be 6 this 14 march but tyngs were not ment to be....
i still care for him ah. but ...
we will see ah.
fate dun go nowher.
im stil young.
EXPLORE.
but i wan a boyfren.
i miss having a boyfren.
miss having a chest to rest on.
miss having the blissful evening filled with romance
miss having somebody to count on
miss having somebody to hold
miss having somebody just by my side
miss having somebody tynk that im the GORGEOUS GIRL he ever met! LoL
miss having somebody tynk that im the SWEETEST GIRL he ever met! LoL
miss having somebody to spoil.
miss having somebody to care and love
miss evrything ah..
i need a major ego boosting now.
LoL.
but u guys noe tat it is realy very different having a love of a bf and a love of frens and family.
yes, im bless to have frens who love me and family who loves me more
but its different.
its just different.

but on 2nd thought
MAYBE i shd wait.
im not ready la.
too many tyngs on my mind.
hmmmmmmmmmm..........