i wish i could just LEAVE wen i had the chance~
i wish i could just go.
but nooooooooooooooooo i had to take a risk.
and give YOU a try.
i thought to myself.
Maybe he's different.
BUT I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WRONG.
AGAIN.
IM WRONG.
I GIVE UP.
SERIOUSLY THIS TYME.

i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y does this keeps happening to me.
haris, if you are reading this.
im telling you ryte now.
ur EVERYTHING.
i had accepted it.
u told me u changed.
n i believed u.
ppl really deserve a second chance, i told myself.
i was being sweet and nice wen i came down to gave u the stoopid prawn rolls, the loads of medicine(i tie it with a red ribbon bow btw), the phone strap tat i bought for u.
you were sick. but
the least u can do seriously is to PICK THE BLOOODY FON UP AND TALK TO ME AND TELL ME THE TRUTH.
but no. you wanna be a jerk abt it and REFUSE TO ANSWER MY CALLS.
wtf!
i am saddened and truly dissapointed in you.
you never wanted me didnt you?
you never cared.
you never loved.
all the caring gestures, all the emails, all the words are LIES.
isnt it?
stop pretending haris.
no wonder ur life is a mess.
haris, plz change.
dun hurt ppl anymore.
it isnt very nice.
i just cant believe this is happening.
i tot i was ryte abt u.
but i was wrg.
am i wrg, haris?
if u wanna defend urself, by all means.
i believe you are a much better person den this.
dont lead me on telling me u have feeling and POOOF!
plz.