yest... was the best com meeting ever!
it felt soo great being wif my com members of Stage Arts.
it felt sooo good that we let evrything out in the open and some cried.
i nearly got chocked by ash.
yeeshan and nisa... dotdotdot.
lol.
nizam nearly turned gay by the eyeshadow i put on him...
LoL.
it was sooo good.
im so glad that we solved everything... about us i mean.
*mOoOOOoOOoOoahks to my com members!!!!

erm... somthing else happened.. during the day.
it broke my heart that he would say such a tyng...
it really broke my heart.

what is it that you want from me?
i tried.
but it wasnt enuf for u isnt it?
i bet you yourself dont even know what you want!
i bet you yourself dont even know what you want from ME.
i bet everything is just an excuse to leave.
i bet everything tat has been going on was just an illusion.
ive never changed.
i swear.
but you did.
are you happy now?
you left me just standing ther.
not wanting to fyte.
just let it be, u said.
let urself be, i said.
i tynk its happening again.
serve me ryte.
wads goes ard cums ard NURUL.
u shd have known better.
*sobsob*