BITCH

haha.
I never did expect to fight with anybody about a stupid project.
but hey, maizura wanna fight with me.
she said she is.. whats the word.. terkilan?
haha.
I wanted to let it go.
infact i did.
after all the hurtful smses she sent me on the day I'm going to my Hady's concert, i let go.
I said, LETS SET ASIDE OUR DIFFERENCES AND FINISH UP ON THE PROJECT.
she said something about I gave the project late. blah blah blah. and she said she give up.
i know she was stressed.
ok. understood.
but in MY DEFENCE, i did more than my fair share of the project as well.
i did my part on sun. which is supposed to be done on sat.
(ONE DAY LATE. 5 MORE DAYS TILL THE DEADLINE.)
and guess what the lovely Maizura said when i give her my project.
" you wanna know what? This is your WORST project done ever"
tell me who wun get pissed?
and to add, she din even tell me what was wrong with it.
All i know i did my best in my capability that time even though my hearts hurts.
and how dare she said it was my worst.
as a leader, she not only critisized me first.
she din even tell me what i should improve on.
IM NOT A MIND READER!!!!
she din even tell me to change the damn thing.
she said wednesday, she will tell me what i should do.
I did my survey. and she said it wasnt good enuf. she will do something about it.
I did interview as well. which hasli helped. but handed in on thursday night.
MONDAY came. NOTHING.
TUESDAY came. NOTHING.
WEDNESDAY came. NOTHING.
THURSDAY, MEETING.
at that point, only the parts that was allocated to us was done.
NO EXEC SUMMARY, NO CHANGING OF MY SURVEY, NO CONCLUSION.
so me and kok beng did the exec summary, the conclusion, the SURVEY questions.
from 11-5.
me and kok beng. (where is the leader in all of this? right beside us, double checking if we were doing correctly.) she can do it mon.tues.wed. ryte?
but no. she too did last minute.
and they last min wanna do extra stuff. like another survey.
well, if she could have edited the bloody survey before Thursday and ask me to get the analysis done and the charts done, I would haf half-done before the thursday meeting, and done during the meeting!
but no. SHE CHOSE TO do double checking of work on thursday. chose to not allocate the work before thursday.
and she bloody thinks ITS MY FAULT THAT WE DID THE PROJECT LAST MINUTE?
i mean seriously.
she did not respect me, insult my work, use her sarcastic and rude remarks to get to me and she said ITS MY FAULT?
and IT WAS MAIZURA who sms me the dumb smses first. not me.
i said. lets set aside our differences and do the project.
and how stupid of me to even think that friday was fine between us.
and she CHOSE TO DRAG this to the OTHER PROJECTS.
SHE CHOSE TO SHOW ME her fucked up ATTITUDE.
I wasnt the leader, shera was and poor shera do not have internet access at home.
HAND IT ALL IN BY SATURDAY, shera said.
YOUR PPT, YOUR PARTS AND YOUR APPENDIXES.
but no.
she chose to take revenge on her.
she CHOSE NOT TO do it.
she wanna hand it in tonight.
when SHERA CANT look at her project tonight.
and guess what,
maizura msged me alll this looooooooong smses that makes her look like she was the victim.
plus she said that i'm not professional enuf.
like as if she is professional in handling this.
does taking revenge when you are doing a project seems professional to you?
lol.
hilarious, i tell you.
but plz.
you are not, honey.
stop acting.
n she expects me to wait for her tonight?
tough luck.
I have always been sleeping early.
and since she do not want to hand in the stuff she is supposed to do on sat, too bad.
I'm not gonna do anything.
SHE said you got better things to do than your project that needs to be done, so be it.
SHE CHOSE to do be this way.
well, then i really pity her coz in the end, it is not going to be me that is at a loss.
well, if she wanna be a bitch about it, i can be a bitch too.
and she called me a bitch when i said i wont put her part since she WANT to send in late.
haha.
to think she was my fren just a week ago.
because of projects she wanna sacrifice the frenship.
well, frens don't turn on their friends.
friends do not said things behind ppl's back.
frens do not say hurtful things even though they fucked up.
well, thank you for showing what you really are and what our friendship was worth.
:) really appreciate it.