in the middle of the nyte---------------------------------

" im sorry but i dont think i will an officer"
"wad the hell are you talking about? i din say anything.."
"im now at(in the) hospital. i actually have a cramp in my abs( i tynk he means his stomach) for the past 2 mths. i thought i can tolerate it for 9 mths but yesterday, it got so bad. and i dun think i can carry on when my condition is like that. i dont find anything worth it anymore"

ryte after that, i got scared.
i called him up.
asking him wad had gone wrong.
he is still in pain.
he said he din wanna dissapoint his family.
his grandad keep asking him wen is he gona get his rank.
and it breaks his heart to hear that coz he knew he cant make it.
he said he tried his best.
he asked for my opinion in all this.
and i was.. i... i dunno what to say.
i want to tell him, DONT continue his cadet officer course.
i wanna tell him that his health is more important than some rank.
but i cant.
so, i told him
" let yourself heal first. take a few months off.. you can graduate ltr den your frens. but u will graduate..."

he is still thinking abt it.
my poor ariff.