i dun get it.
one tyme, he's into me. (OR SO IT SEEMS)
one tyme, he pretends that i dun exist?
IS IT me who is dumb?
dumb to tynk tat he is into me?
or IS IT him who is dumb?
dumb to express mixed signals to me??
argh.
i hate this.

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HATE




























THIS!!!!











But why am i feeling lyke this?
its not lyke as if i have feelings for him...
or haf i?????
i hate not being known abt what is happening.
i hate not being in control of my feelings.
i hate that it seems he now has control over me.
i hate it tat im not me.
hate it
hate it
hate it
hate it


maybe if i close my eyes n stay very still without speaking a word, this will go away...
Shhhh..................